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When
I was at UNC, I was hypnotized and we went through something called guided-imagery,
where
the
leader "took" us
to an area of our choosing where we would be happy. I found myself in a clearing
in the wilderness with a tepee and a
small fire. The leader then said we were joined by someone who would make us
happy. In my hypnosis came a beautiful red-tail hawk. We just sat in silence.
I looked up some Native American lore and found that the unusual appearance
of hawks and other birds of prey are considered good luck. A visit from such
a bird serves as a sign from above that we are preparing to move to another,
higher level in our life.
I
have had three such visits by the red-tail hawk in my life, each one
of them preceding a great change in my life.
Appearance #1
My first year at UNC was not a very easy one. I knew no one going in
and I found no close friends within the first few months I was there.
People I did come to view as friends were not doing well for me. I am
not saying they were into drugs or anything; I just was not as close
to them as I wished. I also had fallen for this girl who had not felt
the same way, and I was creating my own little drama in my head. It was
a little obsessive and was consuming my energy and working against me.
My hypnosis came during this time.
A few days after my hypnosis, I was
walking to my dorm room and I heard a crashing in the woods. I looked
over and saw a bird. I was not sure what it I was but I went to go
see it. It was a red-tail hawk. I sat down just about 20 feet from it,
and
we just sat for about 5 minutes before it flew away. This was so much
like my vision in the hypnosis.
After that, I began to change the way
I saw my social relationships at school. I met new people and relied
less on the ones I had come to rely on before. I began to hang out
more with my suite mates. I left the first year feeling much better
about my UNC experience than I had just a couple of months earlier.
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